Sunday makes one week down

Well, tonight marks one week that I have been without my honey. I havent cried and dont think I will. I was sad at church today as it was my first Sunday alone without him in the pew next to me. Speaking of church, Sunday school went ok. It wasnt as good as I had hoped. The teens arent responsive to me even when I ask them questions they just sit there. I will give it a little more time but I was really upset because I worked so hard on the lesson this week.
After church I went to the commissary. While driving there I ate a banana and a kashi bar so that I had something in my belly prior to shopping. At the commissary I spent just over $50.00 and my cart was nearly only produce. Now I have so much yummy things to eat for the next week or so. The only things I didnt get there was muscle milk and a small melon. I got those things at Walmart. Actually I decided to try the carb advantage from Body for Life rather than the muscle milk because nutritionally it was comparable but it was also nearly $2.00 less than the muscle milk per 4 pack.
Food wise today I did really well. I ate so corelike from WW. Breakfast was a vanilla smoothie with pure pumpkin and half of an english muffin and tomato. Once I got back from the commy I had cucumber salad and the other half of my english muffin. Before church I had yogurt, strawberries, and fiber one. I also had an apple. When I came home from church I was really hungry and I had half of my leftover chicken breast and some more roasted veggies- okra, zucchini, mushrooms and butternut squash. It was really delicious. I especially loved the squash fries.
I had sliced up some melon for a snack but I didnt have it, I had a cup of my new cherry vanilla tea instead. It is so good. I am really loving tea and think that when it gets colder I will drink it much more often. Paul likes hot tea as well so that is a plus. We can try different flavors in the evenings...
I think I am going to run tomorrow and do a mini crossfit routine for some exercise. I also am going to see exactly when my gym membership expires. I should go there if I still have quite a bit of time left. If I dont, well ok cause either way I am not renewing. At any rate I do need to move my hiney doing something tomorrow so I can continue to burn some fat off my body before Paul comes back. I know I wont look dramatically different when he deployed last time since I dont have much weight on me now but it would be cool to tone up so much that I could go down a size. I just want to knock his sock off-among other things. hehehehe.

I wish that Paul were here. Thats how I will end this for tonight.